Lyrics

Enough

Don’t.
Let it live
I need to feel something
More than this
Empty
Is it just me
Filled up with nothing
I’m losing sleep

Rot away from paranoia
Roads that no one mentions
Disorder, a mental monster
Smile, no one questions

Pile on the expectations
Give me more to hate
Slave to this affliction
I’m addicted to the pain

I want to be enough for someone
I want to be enough for anyone
I want to be enough for just one
Can I be enough for you
(x2)

You saved my life but
I can’t deal with your demons
while I run from mine
So don’t touch me
Don’t say that you love me
Wait, are you still there?
Did you change your mind?

Pinpoint the insanity
Yet there’s no definition
Borderline calamity
This self loathing condition
Accept each infected breath
To keep my body burning
Someone shine a light
To take me home
And stop the hurting

(chorus)

I want to be enough for someone
I want to be enough for anyone
I want to be enough for just one

 

Sleep

No louder
just whisper

dark shadows
eyes flicker

Hands turning
Lips quiver

Mind burning
Muscles shiver

Am I paranoid
Filling the void
Tempted, I grasp this sweet release
Angel or an enemy
Tell me what you are to me

Stop, no
More madness

Heart beat
Fades, silence

Harsh dreams
Sweet Nightmares

Dizzy spells
Forced laughter

Am I out of time
Losing my mind
Desperately needing sweet release
Angel or an enemy
Tell me what you want from me

 

Blood filled tears

Where did you go
You turned the lights out
Shut the door in your own face

Only you know
After midnight
Stars are crashing into place

For the first time, in a long time
The night is crystal clear
But the rain falls, on the asphalt
As you wipe away your tears

Cross my heart and hope to save a life
Let me in the shadows of your closing eyes
Visions getting stained
Clouded by the pain
Addicted to escape but she can’t see that
Everyone’s insane
I see it every day
Watch them wash away their blood filled tears

Can you hear it, come in closer
Press your ear against my heart
If you scream- will they hear you
If you’ve written off their part

Undercover, darkness wanders
As you say your last goodbye
Without a whisper, who could listen
Silence was your loudest cry

(Chorus)

Now you’ve left me shattered on the ground
Can’t pick up the pieces if you’re not around

 

Disguises

I sit alone in this empty garden
Me and the stars tonight
This wooden swing that’s close to breaking
And things just don’t feel right

How will I know if you never tell me
How you really feel
Just like the swing, things are meant to be broken
But a heart can heal

All your feelings hide inside disguises
Let me see the side that you won’t show
If you keep all these curtains on your windows
How can I know
If I’m lost
In your disguises

Thinking back to the time we started
There was no one to blame
I held on tight to this key you gave me
Before it caught the rain

Now it’s just some rusty metal
It’s just not the same
I wish this key could open up your mirror
And let me in again

(Chorus)

In your disguises

(bridge)

All your feelings hide inside disguises
Let me see the side that you won’t show

If you keep all these curtains on your windows
How can I know
If I’m lost
How can I know
If I’m lost
In your disguises

 

Volcano

The bitter resentment that comes with your words
What should be a blessing you see as a curse
And somewhere inside all the anger and shame
A voice still unspoken whose message remains

I am a war where neither side wins
Already destruction before it begins
Inevitable outcome, the world’s set in flames
I am your target, and then yours to blame

Oh Volcano
Hurts the only life you know
Where do I run
“Till your fire is done
I’m on my own
Oh Volcano
I have to let you go
You destroy what you create
You self-detonate
Alone

Alone

High on a tightrope, volcanos erupt
And take what I love and then turn it to dust
I fall in the ash with what little remains
You pick up the pieces and break them again

I am a war where neither side wins
Already destruction before it begins
Running in circles alone in this maze
Stuck in this game that I don’t wanna play

(Chorus)

One broken soul who just wants to be loved
And one person who never cared quite enough
Different excuses, the ending’s the same
And I can’t diffuse it, cause you’ll never change